Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Well, a little more about Kiev...
Ukrainians are a proud people who were often oppressed by the Soviet gov't. Stalin did some especially cruel things to this "bread basket" country...namely, he stole all of their food for several years by making them export it to feed mother Russia. Stalin left the Ukrainians to starve as a form of ethnic cleansing because he thought that the Ukrainians were too independently minded.

With that said, you can come to understand the culture here a little better. In the winter it can be a very grey place. It snows often (even yesterday...in the middle of freakin' march), and can get a little depressing. Though there are some soviet relics around, such as the tram system (it looks very soviet...if you saw it you would know what i meant) and some of the housing sectors, overall it is a very modern city.

They have big screen TVs in their main square, shopping malls, McDonald's littered throughout the city, and plenty of name brand stores. They also have Mega stores (think Sam's club, Costco) here as well. I was completely taken off guard when I saw these cause they are as big, if not bigger than those in the states. This struck me as very odd, b/c in the states you wouldn't see such real estate hogs so close to the city center...the land would be too valuable. Very out of place to my American eyes...

The population is about 3.5 million, which I think rivals LA. There seems to be a great disparity between the affluence of the wealthy and the poorer working class. You can see high dollar BMW's and Mercedes ride down the potholed streets of the suburbs right next to the ancient soviet-brand LADA's (funny looking cars...they still make them brand new, but the body styles are as if they were stuck in '82). It seems to be getting harder for the middle class here as prices for housing have been shooting up in the last few years.

The city itself has beautiful architecture...especially in the churches and museums. Ukraine is one of the most free of the Central Independent States (CIS) that used to be apart of Russia. Unlike Belarus just to our north, you can openly talk about religion and politics.

The clothing is a funny mix of hipster-Euro/American 80's for the young people and older men in soviet wool suits with their Ushankas (stereotypical Russian fur hat). Most people, however, don't wear very colorful clothes...at least not in the winter. Jet black, female mullets are not a strange site here. Somehow the Ukrainians just make it cool to have mullet.

The metro is crazy. People don't have the same concept of personal space. If you have to go on the metro at rush hour, you have to be prepared to squeeze incredibly close to the 6-8 people nearest you. People pack on to the car, and then just when you think that its full, there are about 3-5 more people that stand at the doors and push everyone in tighter so they can get in. I once had to stand off-balance, on one leg for 20 mins until the car cleared out a little. Crazy.

Another crazy fact that I was amazed about when I first saw it was that people on the mini-buses around the city will freely pass their cash to complete strangers in order to pay their fare. Granted, the "marshrutkas" can get very packed like the subway, but it is so foreign to me that you would just hand cash to people you don't know. I guess the Ukrainians have an honor code or something...

In a few weeks, there are going to be parliamentary elections. There are at least 10 different parties here and they all are campaigning very fiercely. These are the first elections after a political revolution that happened a year and a half ago. It was called the Orange Revolution and it was a peaceful sit in in the main square for about 3 months. Students and young people were the main contributors and they helped to oust a president who was a just a puppet for the Russians. The revolution helped to remove him and now he is leading one of the most popular political parties. If his party wins a majority of the parliament, they could have a lot of influence in turning the country back towards Russia...scary thought...

Needless to say, it is a very interesting time to live here and I am really excited that I get to be a witness/participant in such a pivotal point in this young country's history...

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

As I am starting to settle down here (been here a month now), I am learning lots of things...Russian for starters.

And amidst the hopelessness and cynicism here, I am begining to see how cynical I had become over the last several years. I know, I know, you are sitting there saying to yourself, "whaaa?? Jared...cynical???".

It's funny... I now I have some truer benchmarks for poverty, suffering, and pain, and I realize that based on this reality, I should probably be the happiest person here.

Suffering...yeah I've seen some. Broken heart...yeah, I've had one. And yet, I know the creator of the Universe, and I know he is IN LOVE with me! I get to learn more about that everyday, if I choose to look through the right eyes.

Cynicism?, I am now living a land of cynics. Both christians and non-don't always seem to have a lot of hope. Christians have hope, but maybe in that far off, "when we get to heaven" kind of way. This is coming into stark contrast with the many "Kingdom Now" and "bring heaven to earth" teachings I have heard lately. Not only have listened to these messages, enthralled by them, I've even come to believe in praying to see miracles, healing and other "everyday" activities for christians (a la the book of acts) ... I've been thrown in a state of theological conflict. If these doctrines are true, they are true even here, not just in the land of plenty. So...I guess I now have to put my faith where my mouth is and start living a miraculous life. Or, i guess I could become just another cynic.

I just can't help but think that there has to be more to it than my personal view of God and sharing that through relational evangelism. That is good, but how will the world come to know Jesus if we only ever see a salvation here....and a salvation there...hmmmm.

Sadly, I am realizing how jaded I had become, even living in the greatest country in the world, in one of the most beautiful places on earth. I am ashamed of myself...I used to think it fashionable to have at least a cynical edge. I mean, it's just not cool (or realistic) to have a rose colored view of life. Ohh sweet irony...I am listening to "cademon's call" as I type this. This a christian band that I hated before I came...way to hopeful and "cheesy." The difference is now? I am just really thirsty for hope...at least these "cheesy" songs have that.

I prayed before I came that I would not become cynical like other missionaries I had know who had come here. And oddly enough, my heart seems to be transforming right before my very eyes. Hmmm....curious....Thanks God :-)